an evil in me
awaken by a sudden touch
unexpected and uninvited
something has shaken
an evil in me
with a rage unable to resist
unpredictable and inescapable
something has flamed
an evil in me
with a pain so hard to heal
underestimated and overlooked
words, gesture, silence
absolutely nothing can tame
an evil in me
Category Archives: poem
poem – written on 1/jan/09
”幸せにする自信がない”
そう言って
去って行った人
何度も、長い間、
どこがいけなかったのかと
自分を責めた
……………..
ある日、ある時、
”幸せにしたいんだ”
そんな人に
出会った
2009年1月1日
(translation)
he left saying
”not sure if i can make you happy”
many times, for a long time,
i blamed myself
wondering what i had done wrong
……………..
one day, one time,
met a man
who said
“i want to make you happy”
1/1/2009
poem – reconciliation
stunned
with your unexpected words
flown from your heart
not sure why
you told me so
captured
with your sincere gaze
flown out of your heart
not sure why
you did it so
time
gave us a perspective
that now
we can be friends
embrace
we go separate ways
feeling the warmth
flown into our hearts
poem – different perspectives
don’t live in a constant fear
but embrace the moment
said he
don’t let the past hold you back
but grasp what you have now
said he
don’t get trapped with the future that has not taken place
but live your life at present
said he
waste no time
life is too short
cherish it
our life, our soul, our love
no fear would do you good
live it
said he